| that thing* |
[Dec. 22nd, 2004|03:08 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
| |  thirsty | ] |
| [ | listening to |
| | that thing - lauren hill | ] |
today wasnt bad...i was in the office this morning for like an hour with fran vanessa and anna...that was the only thing that pissed me off...
we almost finished the movie in italian...
yesterday me and tine walked up to genardis for some last minute christmas shopping ( again) and on the way there i stepped in this huge like covered well or something...it was covered by like a little pile of leaves...so my foot got stuck and i hit my thigh on the side of the well thingy...it was funny though, well, once i got my foot out..haha tine...
then i went to dunkin donuts with my mom and got some coffee thingy and then stopped by andreas to get my shit...her and chelsea were walking around in these itty bitty tops doing their hair and make up, to go out im assuming...wow you guys must be really sick...yeah cause andrea told me she felt like she was gunna throw up every 2 minutes...shes been out all week and isnt coming back till after break...anywho, so then on the way home me and my mom were singing christmas songs all retarded..haha i love my mommy...
well ill write later...
Jen. <3 |
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| fuck you. |
[Dec. 20th, 2004|03:23 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
| |  bitchy | ] |
| [ | listening to |
| | only you- ashanti | ] |
today sucked...it was freezing, everyone kept pissing me off...i couldnt take one step without someone saying their opinion on all the shit thats been going on...if i wanted to know what you thought about all this i would ask you...otherwise..butt the fuck out...god!
andrea didnt bring my shit again..thanks now i have a detention tomorrow...thanks a fucking lot andrea...jesus christ...
oh and guess who came up to me again?...fucking anna..saying shit that im telling everyone she has HIV?...i dont know she comes up with new shit everyday..shes like rob told me...bullshit...so we kept firing shit off and then fran comes over and yeahh...now both me and her wanna beat the shit outta vanessa...god i hate this...
i felt carmels baby kick today!!!...yipee!!...lol...
tumbling tonight...this should be painful..today my legs hurt so bad i could hardly walk and then had to hold onto someone walking down the stairs and couldnt walk up them...weird..
dont worry about what i do...worry about your own fucking life my god you two skanks need to grow up...come on now...making up rumors about yourself is sooooo 6th grade...get a life...not my fault he doesnt like you...BITCH...
ill write later cause right now i wanna kill someone...FUCK YOU ALL..rot in fucking hell...
Jen. |
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| wow |
[Dec. 19th, 2004|08:43 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | listening to |
| | love her - seether | ] |
Down on her knees, she wept on the floor - this hopeless life she wanted no more
Dead in her mind and cold to the bone - she opened her eyes and saw she was alone
She never found out how much I tried - all of the sadness she kept made me blind
She never found out how much I cried - the rope so tight on the night that she died...
^that song hits home so hard^
okay im only gunna say this once...
EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP...this whole thing is blowing way out of proportion..everyone just always has to have something to say to make you feel even more like shit...just shut up...
shawn please dont you start that too,
i cant take this shit...i really cant |
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| goodbye my friend* |
[Dec. 19th, 2004|07:42 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
| | frustrated | ] |
| [ | listening to |
| | some song by seether | ] |
i hate the world.
i fucked up.
im sorry.
now he wants to hang himself...jesus christ i cant take this |
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| can you still help somehow? |
[Dec. 18th, 2004|11:30 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
| | crappy | ] |
| [ | listening to |
| | grown up xmas list-monica | ] |
tonight sucked...rob was upset and wouldnt tell me why..something with julie...so i got worried...then i started thinking about guys and how much fucking trouble they are...you cant be with someone you love...no matter what you do...either someone has to have a problem with it, or..well..shit happens...i just hate guys...like they all just piss me off...at least most of them...i dont know who i wanna be with besides rob...and thats not happening anytime soon...whatever...
on a happier note, i realized who my true friends really are (guy wise)...thanks guys (you know who you are)...it really meant alot to me...
but wow, i have never felt like such a lump of shit as i do now...never...
ill write tomorrow...
Jen. <|3 |
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| wow.<3 |
[Dec. 18th, 2004|09:56 am] |
| [ | feeling |
| |  happy | ] |
last night was so much fun...yesterday me aj aimerz shawn jason and mark stayed after school and hung out on the football feild...haha aimee "fuzzy fuzzy fuzzy".."i touched his weenie!!" haha i love you aimee...you crack me up...then aimee had to leave and we lost mark so me jason aj and shawn walked to my house and hung out there...then jasons mom picked us up and we went to his house...haha and we met the "old people" as he calls it..they're all so nice though...and then we went out on his trampoline which was awsome...cept for the elmo thing...dont ask...haha "your ass is sparking!!"...we kept dogpiling each other...it was so much fun...then we hung out in jasons room...shawn found my ticklish spot so then everybody starting doing rasberries on my tummy..haha...then we went up to the morrestown mall and saw tine molly and ange...jason got kinda mad i think about me and shawn (long story) from like 10:30 to like 11:30 he wouldnt talk to me or shawn...then jasons mom came and picked us up and i fell asleep on shawn in the car...overall (besides the cold shoulder from jason) i had an AWSOME night...
today we're all probably going to aimees to hang out and then MAYBE going skating...i dont know if i wanna go...who knows?...i wanna see shawn again...
Jen. <3 |
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| what a feeling <3 |
[Dec. 16th, 2004|07:39 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
| |  ::yawn:: | ] |
| [ | listening to |
| | loving me for me - x-tina | ] |
hey guys...wow yesterday after noon was soo much fun...i hung out after school with aj mark jason and shawn...they're SOOO cool...then i went to ajs...haha her cousin was there and she was trying to give aj breast cancer..haha aj...funnel cake...haha too funny...
today was a pissy day...first anna and vanessa come up and bitch about how i called her a slut...whatever...cause i even got her best friend on my side...they dont know what theyre getting themselves into...then i forgot ALL my italian stuff at AJs last night and she didnt come to school today so i just sat there with my head down...then i walked out of last period and ran over to tine at the office and hid in her hood of her sweatshirt and cried...till sam came up and gave me a big hug and we talked for awhile..then me and tine came back here, i talked to shawn and rob and then we ate papa johns...yummy..so she just left and now im sooo tired..
thank god tomorrow is friday...just what i need for this fucked up week...tomorrow im hopefully staying after and hanging out with aj mark jason and shawn...yipee!...then me molly and tine are going to tines and going tanning...this time im making sure tine turns it on...haha tine...then probably going to the mall and/or cherokee idol...i never knew yoni could sing!!...haha...god hes so hot
ill write later...
JC.<3 |
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| lets go <3 |
[Dec. 14th, 2004|08:07 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
| | happy <3 | ] |
| [ | listening to |
| | brown eyes - DC | ] |
hey guys...sorry i havent updated since like..i dunno...lol
me aj and tine worked everything...back to the old days thank god..we always had so much fun together...the 3 of us...
i had to cram in time tonight for 2 projects due tomorrow...wow do they suck..oh well...
came home early today...i had yet ANOTHER really bad migrane...my whole body just like really hurt..i came home at like 11:30, ate for an hour and then went straight upstairs and laid in the same spot until 6:30 (dinner)...i just couldnt get up...so overall i had a pretty sucky day..
well ill write tomorrow
Jen.<3 |
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| right now i feel invisble to you <|3 |
[Dec. 12th, 2004|04:06 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
| | frustrated | ] |
| [ | listening to |
| | losing grip - avril | ] |
didnt you feel me lock my arms around you
why'd you turn away
im starting to trip, im losing my grip and im in this thing alone
am i just some chick you place beside you, to take somebodys place?
<|3
open your eyes, open up wide
i just dont get it..love never made any sense to me...its not getting any easier..all my friends have like crushes on a guy for like a long time and theyre all finally going out with them...its just so frustrating when i think about how long ive been by myself...since the last time i went out with rob...i mean i dont wanna love him but it seems the harder i try, and the more jealous i get, the more i love him...ehh whatever..
so yeah im home alone and theres nothing to do...ive got 6 dollars for dinner...whatever im really not in best mood right now...so now ive got nothing to do no one to talk to and a headache...
ill write later...
Jenna .<3 |
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| hello love. <3 |
[Dec. 12th, 2004|11:56 am] |
| [ | feeling |
| |  la la la la | ] |
| [ | listening to |
| | "whered the bean dip go?"-my brother | ] |
last night was funnn...
yesterday we went to the mall and had fun there haha we're good at that chris..lol..then i came home to my house and unfortunatly my parents DIDNT go to longwood gardens cause it was raining..so i just hung out there...
last night was soo much fun...i was with rob most of the time..well when he wasnt with mrs chink...lol lauren...lauren had a good night...lol at the end of the night ..ahh...tine was hyper most of the night..lol..what else is new?...
so TODAY, my parents are going to longwood so ill have the house to myself...hopefully rob and some other people come over...
ill write later...
Jenna.<3 Tine. <3 |
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